16 4 / 2012
I just don’t bloody understand why you have been being so kind.
What the actual fuck.
BUT I’M HAPPY ABOUT IT.
14 4 / 2012
I wish I didn’t have to feel this way anymore.
I can’t believe what I did yesterday. I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. I felt nothing. It was terrible.
I haven’t felt or desired or wanted anything since I was with you. Nothing has felt good. I know that’s a dumb thing to miss but I miss it.
I miss holding you, holding hands, you holding my head against your chest, a kiss goodbye, and how you smell.
I wish I didn’t love you anymore, I wish I didn’t miss you the way I do, I wish I didn’t feel loyal to you, or gave a fuck about what you do. I wish that we could start over, knowing what I know now. More than anything I wish we could just spend time for a while.
09 4 / 2012
damn
I am getting good at this ignoring your ass shit
You probs don’t even realize
niqqa fuck you
08 4 / 2012
I also want to be alone. Like entirely alone. More than anything I want to be happy alone. I don’t want to feel that terrible loneliness I feel before I go to bed.
Also I hope you figure your shit out.
Also I hope that deep down you know I’ll always be here for you.
I realize I might be annoying and all that but I do care about you. I care way more than I should to be frank.
08 4 / 2012
I’m really confused because I still think about you just not as frequently and what I don’t know is if I like hate you?
or like borderline hate you? but I love you? I just don’t get it? umm yeah.
08 4 / 2012
ALSO you getting wasted out of your mind was the best story I’ve heard all year.
THAT’S WHAT YOU GET FOR SAYING I WAS EASY TO INFLUENCE.
FUCK YOU.
